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July 22 Bayer 04 wir stehen zu dir(Leverkusen's team anthem)
Bayer 04 wir stehen zu dir by brainbox Du bist für uns die beste Mannschaft auf der Welt.
July 20 也许...这是影响一生的两年有人让我就“感恩”为题写文章算是约稿？现在文章质量每况愈下，既受命写完了就贴出来，不枉功夫一番。鉴于之前写了点关于市十的文字，当时就说自己对市八同样怀有很深的情感。绝非信口之辞，也许有人认为此人又要写矫情的东西或冠冕堂皇的假话，但是我Racha不会阿谀奉承我觉得不好的事物。
如果说市十4年是荡气回肠，那么市八3年是在一种很开心的环境中成长。3年一定程度影响了我对女性的认识，影响了对艺术、历史、体育竞技的认识，影响了我处事的基本态度，当然也滋长我的顽劣，过惯了被大多数老师宠溺的日子，受到的待遇太好，以至阔别高中2年，我还不能适应这一某名牌大学的恶心的学院。套用董洁在《天若有情》里面的一句台词，“我愿意溺死在这样的爱里”。至今我一直对很多人说我高中老师很好，很多人一笑了之算是客气，还有人嗤之以鼻或充满怀疑，甚至很多在市八的人也不觉得。如人饮水冷暖自知，我不会要求所有人接受我的观点。
也许这是后话了，5年前的我永远不会料想到今日我的变化，许是好许是坏；5年后的我也是慢慢捉摸到的，也许其实还没参悟。但我凡事追求极致的态度是在那个时候开始被培养的，对于法家思想的偏执也是从那个起点开始的（插一句小嘴，这也解释了我在这5、6年间对德国的感情越来越深源自对制度的喜好）。追求极致这个东西，我会在下文叙述，这个人生态度至今一直在影响我，也许我理解日益偏差，于是这几年背着苛求自己，苛求他人（限于我对其有期望的人）的包袱，我过得特别特别累，失去了很多很多，但是我从来不后悔进入女生班。
看者无意无妨，但是写者有心，我的文章对我个人现状而言具有现实意义，白居易老人家说“文章和为时而作”！我也搞不懂为什么写日记文字可以如此自然，要我像很多很无关紧要的人表达自己情感时候，我写出来的东西就不比小学生好。我翻看当年的日记周记作文，整理思路写了一点东西，以下就是我用日益拙劣的文字写下的丑文一篇：
“感恩”当这个字眼赫然出现在我面前时，怎能不教我回想起在市八的那段时光。 5年前，我很意外地进入一个特殊的集体：市八恢复招收男生后的唯一一个全女生的班级，在这个特殊的集体的两年让我深深体会到了师长们由衷的关爱和教诲。 先从我们集体刚组建时说起。在夏夜的军训基地，当年级组长宣布我班是“学军先进集体”时，周围别班同学“嘘声”四起，我们无措了，不敢左右去看，我们得到了荣誉却像是偷了东西的贼，怕面对周遭的指指点点，冷嘲热讽。 从此，我们的班主任就告诉我们：“永远不要让别人说因为你们是女生班，因为你们班主任是年级组长，因为全校老师偏向你们班，所以才得到荣誉，你们自己要做好，而且甚至要做得更加出色。任何荣誉要让敌手也觉得我们受之无愧才算是成功。” 这样的教导便伴随我们开始成长，也许在旁人看来是挑剔，是苛求，但我们就用这样的标准来要求自己的行为举止，学习工作，身心修养的，我们苛刻雕琢逐步走向完善，也许为此我们要比别人要多承受压力，压力下我们也会害怕，但是这样的经历多了，我们才变得比同龄人成熟。 全校的会操比赛，疲惫的我们走到烈日下的试场，顿时感到了各种各样的目光，猜忌怀疑的，挑衅不满的，当然也有支持鼓励的。可我们却没有能在挑战中发挥百分百的水平。会操结束后，大家呆坐在操场上，没人窃窃私语，没人整理衣服，没人顾得上擦汗，周围一切仿佛都消逝了，只留下许久的沉默。 我们不再懵懵懂懂，第一次懂班主任教诲的真正涵义，我们必须努力致臻完美。虽然不和谐的“嘘声”还是会响起，这时时刻刻提醒我们做的不够好，别人没有心服口服，我们就抱着偏要争一口的信念，迎来了区先进集体，四星荣誉班，免监考班。日子长了，“嘘声”小了许多。 我们感谢师长们，使他们让我们懂得“追求无止境”，要永远往上看。老师对我们的希望是垒在已有基础上的，越来越高，任何头衔荣誉变成了肩上无形的压力，这都再次成为我们争取成功的动力。文科老师希望我们与第二名拉大差距，理科老师希望我们挑战第一名，面对师长们殷殷期盼，我们一步步坚实地走着。 这硕果累累的两年有许多人关心我们，让我们心中充满感恩之情。当我们取得成绩时，有人对我们竖起大拇指，发自内心为我们喝彩，我们自当感动，当然也有人希望我们做的更好，再上一层楼，我们就时时鞭策自己更出色，甚至也有人随时“关心”我们，对我们百般打压，但我们把这样的挑剔作为目标，一一攻破。 感恩是一个美好的过程，是一个灵魂净化的过程，是一双双眼睛被一种力量湿润的时刻，有的时候那是一种可意会不可言传的感觉。在告别女生班的今日，我更明白了师长们的片片赤城关爱。我们在过去的两年努力使自己更出类拔萃回报敬爱的师长们，用当之无愧的成绩，用胜于雄辩的事实证明自己。如今，师长们依然牵挂着我们成长的足迹，依然会露出欣慰的笑容，依然会对我们不断提出期望，在这样的关爱下，我们成长于感恩中。 July 16 EM-Qualifikation and FRENCH GP - SATURDAY - QUALIFYING02.09.2006 EM-Qualifikation: Deutschland - Irland Stuttgart
06.09.2006 EM-Qualifikation: San Marino - Deutschland 11.10.2006 EM-Qualifikation: Slowakei - Deutschland 15.11.2006 EM-Qualifikation: Zypern - Deutschland 24.03.2007 EM-Qualifikation: Tschechische Republik - Deutschland 02.06.2007 EM-Qualifikation: Deutschland - San Marino 06.06.2007 EM-Qualifikation: Deutschland - Slowakei 08.09.2007 EM-Qualifikation: Wales - Deutschland 13.10.2007 EM-Qualifikation: Irland - Deutschland 17.10.2007 EM-Qualifikation: Deutschland - Tschechische Republik 17.11.2007 EM-Qualifikation: Deutschland - Zypern 21.11.2007 EM-Qualifikation: Deutschland - Wales Wish all Germany players do a good job in 2008!!!
i copied this piece of schedule from Cherry Lee's space, thx.
This French GrandPrix is the 150 Formula One game Schumacher brothers appeared in the curcuit. Today Ralf's in 5th, while his brother got the pole position. French director would like use camara chasing Ralf, and giving the data compared between they two...
i dont want Ralf will live in his brother's shadow forever. He is the only one in Formula One field.
Cheery Up, my Ralf~
JPM waved F1 and will go to NASCAR then, but i really miss him too. i miss the days he and Ralf were in Williams. They fought, argued and beated each other in the game. But from now on... July 08 Second Chance at Life, Wait, wait, wait... when is the deadline?Though raining heavily, i stiil finished the service today. Ms.Zhang Ye (G2) is my partner today, in abt 3:15PM xiaoxiao came to us...
No more words abt today's service, the weather isnt good enough, so little people came to donate. What touched me a lot was a man who just donated 400mm blood in People's Square and walked here... WOW~
Next i want to quote something i found yesterday,
from http://www.yujian.org/ :
i am sorry to say that Yu Jian left us forever... Give Jian a Second Chance At Life!
From Jian's Wife To All of You That Care February 9th, 2004 was our wedding day - I decided to marry my long-time boyfriend Jian Yu a week after he was diagnosed with Acute Leukemia. He is only thirty years old. I could hardly bear the heaviness of the event and I know the best way I can help him is to send the following message to as many people as possible. I am waiting for a miracle and I believe there will be one. The type of Leukemia Jian has is very aggressive. No one can predict what is going to happen to him in six months or a year. The intensive chemotherapy he is receiving now can only put the cancer into remission temporarily; for his life to continue, he will need a stem cell transplant. Siblings are normally the best stem cell donor candidates, but Jian is an only child. He also has not found a perfect match in the existing bone marrow registry. In general, it is difficult to find a match and the Chinese donor pool is so small that it is even more difficult for Jian or other Asian patients to find a match. If you are an Asian, I urge you to join the national bone marrow program now. You can go to a nearby Donor Center or a Bone Marrow Drive in your area. You could be the one who saves Jian, or someone else who is also desperately racing with death. Thanks to recent medical developments, donors usually need only give blood stem cells instead of bone marrow. I have already registered in the donor center. I may not be able to help Jian right away, but one day I might give a new life to someone else's loved one. Let's all help each other out. Let's wish that no one will have to let cancer take away his or her life in the future and let's wish that Jian and I will have many, many happy years together. -- Lu Shen Note: donor's blood type does not have to match Yu Jian's. The HLA tissue type has to match though. About Jian Yu (余健): From Anhui, ChinaClass 9100, University of Science and Technology of China 1997-1999, Univeristy of Texas at Austin About Lu Shen (沈潞): From Shanghai, ChinaClass 9023, Fudan University 1996-1999, Univeristy of Texas at Austin July 05 GERMANY 0-2 A.E.T. ITALYi went up when my moblie alerted me in 2:45... i was happy to hear the German and Italian national anthms tie together. It can make me feel like Michael Schumacher winning a grandprix. But today the anthms's consequence was changed. First Italian, then German. It was totally converse. Did it PREDICT somethin? To be frank, today German team didnt perform well in the 120-min-match. With a penalty shoot-out looming, Grosso broke the deadlock in the 119th minute Substitute Piero made sure of Italy's place beating Lehmann from close range at the end of the extra period. Maybe the result is the true reflection of today's game, but i am immersed in the grief~ Klinsmann said "That's how it goes and that's what makes football so fascinating" after the match. In the match, i saw that Italy kicked the ball out for an injured player and Germany refused to give it back. Italian players refused to shake German hands more than 3 times. They r opponents!
Ballack, Lehmann, Klose, Lahm, Schneider... a list of German soldiers fell down. Lippi's Italian team celebrated on the pitch as the whole of Germany sank to their knees. klinsmann even hold the crying young players' head. Ballack sat on the Dortmund's grass, eyes fulling with tears. Injuried Lamh struggled for Germany. Klose made big progress in his podalic skill to help the team, Lehmann tried very very hard to protect the goal, Schneider, a so deligent old player, was substituded. Audience like Chairman Beckenbauer, Prime Minister Mokeer, Michael Schumacher will keep sience at the end... They lost the semi-final, being German's fans, sorrow is inevitable. But in my heart, German team is forever the best bcos of their spirit and culure.The report below is from www.itv.com (concern on Formula One, i always go to itv, but today after the match i still go to itv and find this report.). Though he seems impulsive during the game, he is inherent a German, rational, calm, polite and orderly. And it is Klinsmann's quotes: Klinsmann expressed "huge pride" in his players after their semi-final loss to Italy. Klinsmann said: "To lose a game like after 120 minutes is a huge disappointment but a huge compliment should go to the team for what they have achieved and the character they have shown. "A big compliment too to Italy, they are in the final and good luck to them. "It's a very young team and they did fantastically well throughout the tournament - the spirit and character they showed was amazing. "They played tremendously, they gave all their heart, and played passionate, attacking football.
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